blaCK... A colour of LyF...

Black.. Black… its all Black here…
No way no ray no hope no drop…
No ME… no YOU…
A ll seems black & blank to me.. & you too…

Black.. Black… its all Black here…
Power..yes it has d power..
taking far away me frm you..widout making realize dat its d end…
which powered taking all power frm me & you too…


Black.. Black… its all Black here…
D roses r black.. d memories I hold r ash…
temme wats my mistake…
Wen I dnt see ur hand.. mine hand in dis black, dark black…

Black.. Black… its all Black here…
Exists… exists…
only fear of darkness & pain of loneliness exists…
which made me black in front of you…
so dat no more see d one… u believed… so true…

Black.. Black… its all Black here…
M nomore wid me…
Trust me, dis black is so black…
dat I hv gone deep in dis black & lost in dis black…

dis is ma love for u...

Dis is ma love for u…
I care to be wid u forever,
Want to make u smile :) & cry never…

Dis is ma love for u…
I see u around me as ma shadow, in d light & dark,
Want to hold u so tight as no one cn tk us apart…

Dis is ma love for u...
I feel u wen I think of u..in d day or in d nite,
U stay wid me as lyf wid d soul.. &
Heart on d beats of lyf…

Dis is ma love for u…
I do, I do, I really do..
But ma love is incomplete widout d feel of u..
As u wil move on, but oneday u wil realize…
Wat u left out of d two… D ONE who was meant only for u..

Dis is ma love for u…
( if ) U moved ahead, but still I say..
I loved u…
...... & ......
I alwz care to see a smile wid u…
But, yaa… m nomore wid u….

Hey dis VALENTINE... :)

Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I wanna listen to u, as u say d rhyme in ma lyf…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I wanna be wid u bcoz u mk me smile all d tym…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I wanna feel u.. as u r only mine…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I promise to go wid u till u smile being mine…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I care to live wid u.. till m alive to stand by u…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I believe u… even though I lye where everyone say’s a lie…
Hey dis valentine, wil u be mine..???
I wanna make u mine bcoz I LOVE YOU..
& wan to be loved by you fr d rest of ma lyf… till i survive….

dedication incomplete...

what makes ME SMILE.. :)

What makes ME SMILE, D one vich is calld only mine..
D moments I spent wid u, vich brings back d shine…

What makes ME SMILE, D one vich is calld only mine..
YOU..only U.. Vich makes me rhyme all d tym..
wen u make me feel dat u r only mine…

What makes ME SMILE, D one vich is calld only mine..
Wen u try, try & try to make me fine, just to see me smile…

What makes ME SMILE, D one vich is calld only mine..
Wen m losing d hope, failing again & again..
But u believe in me & make me lye on cloud nine…

What makes ME SMILE , D one vich is called only mine..
Wen u judge me right dat D SMILE, i smile..is not d one wich is calld mine..
& make me believe dat god has sent someone as MINE…

'ONE moves on but 'OTHER' holds on...'

'ONE' moves on but 'OTHER' holds on...
memories fading away frm 'ONE' while memories fading away d 'OTHER'..

'ONE' moves on but 'OTHER' holds on...
Smiles coming d way fr 'ONE' while 'OTHER' chngs d way as smile comes..

'ONE' moves on but 'OTHER' holds on...
fr 'ONE' existence of 'OTHER' no more exists while fr 'OTHER' existence no more exists widout d 'ONE'..

'ONE' MOVES ON BUT 'OTHER' holds on...
'ONE' is hurt bcoz ws vry close to d 'OTHER' as to noone else while noone ws dere wid 'OTHER' who cud me more or less as close as 'ONE' was..

'ONE' moves on but 'OTHER' holds on...
'ONE' sees light in d dark while 'OTHER' sees dark in d bright..& stays dere ALONE...

i don't kno Y i CrY...

I don’t kno y I cry…
Bcoz I rely on ma pals to go by..

I don’t kno y I cry…
Bcoz I want to fly as sky is no high..

I don’t kno y I cry…
Bcoz dnt wish ma lyf to be dry & flowing eye..

I don’t kno y I cry…
Bcoz want you to be MY..&
Nvr let u go away as u were alwz MY..

I don’t kno y I cry…
Bcoz me trying endlessly..&
Its endlessly paining..

I don’t kno y I cry…
As its getting harder..
D more hard I try..& I don’t want to cry..

I don’t kno y I cry…
Wish u could be here wid me,
To see wat all it takes to mk me cry..
Wen I dnt kno y I CRY…

I cry, I cry, I cry…
Seeing it from so long,
But I cry…
I don’t kno y I cry…

i wont say GUDBYE..

I wont say GUDBYE…
Get u know u bcoz god wanted me to see sumthng gud on d way I go by..
I wont say GUDBYE…
Wont let d memories go away bcoz dis wil tk me a long way, no matter who comes on ma way by..
I wont say GUDBYE…
wont forget ur words bcoz it took me far away, from where oders left me behind dnt kno why..
I wont say GUDBYE...
Wish life to stay wid u bcoz u made me learn to smile..no matter why…
I wont say GUDBYE…
Met sumone whom i wil remember to get a smile back whenever i feel lyk cry..
I wont say GUDBYE…
Gudbye is forever but I wish to meet u again on d way, i destined to go by..

rishtey..

Raeth ki tarah fisalta ye waqt…
Na jane hume kitno se dur kitno k paas le jayega..
Par har ek pal hume zindagi me mile rishto ka sach zindagi bhar samjhaega…

mA JoURnEy..

Dis is ma journey…
From 4 to 24..
Came a long way...
Wid noone’s say..
Changed a lot..
Wid wat all I got..
Smiles few but vry true..
Exist wid d only ones,I knew..
I loved dem all..as d best I can ever do..
Dey moved away as dey nvr knew wat to do..
Felt d pain alone..
Nvr cried in front of two..
Failed, fail again & again..
Lose d hope once..bt again say to d one I knew..
Knew from d tym I felt evrythng new..
Yes I can do.. I wil do it fr u.. :)

ye inayat teri..

YE INAYAT TERI…
Ye inaayat teri..
Dil ke bade kareeb hai..
JUDAI ho bhi jaye…
Par teri har ada k hum murid hai..

wo pal...

Wo pal…
Jo tere saath bitayein..
Teri har baat yaad dilayein..
Jab bhi jehen me aaye..
Inn aankho ko nam sa aur mujhko tanha sa kar jaye..
WO PAL…

Wo pal…
Jinme teri khushbo hai basti..
Har lamhe se teri khushiya jhalakti..
Jiske liye ye saanse aur rooh hai tarasti..
Wo uss dard ka ehsaas karaye, jo tujhko mujhse dur le jaye..
WO PAL…

Wo pal..
Teri meri yaado k wo pal..
Jisne humko khub hasaya..
Aur tanha raato me rulaya..
Par tere saath ka yakeen dilaya..
Ki humko sirf tu hi samjh paya…
Wo pal…

Those were d daYZzz...

those were d dayz when...WE were together..
those were d dayz when...We smiled We cried together..
those were d dayz when...I walked with you & you stayed with me..
those were d dayz when...We loved We hated.. but We LIVED together..
those were d dayz when...Everybody left but u trusted me as noone oder..
those were d dayz when...We were away bt alwz dere fr each oder..
those were d dayz...
nw dese r d dayzz... &
dere wil b dayzzz...
wen WE wil b same as...
We were..
We ARE...D bEsTeSt OF BeST FRiEnDZ wid acceptance of all d differences of each oder..

यादें..

ye chand alfazo k dyaare mein aap humari siskiyo ko panaah nhi de payege..kitna bhi dur karlo ek din hum aapko bahot yaad aayege..

where have u gone...

my FiRsT pOeM... my FiRsT effoRT..

Where hav u gone…
Leaving me alone,
All smiles r gone..
Leaving silence fr long…

Where have u gone…
U r d one in all,
Taking pain away &
making ma heart beats fr u FULL ON…

Where have u gone…
Wan to hold u..&
MOVE ON to,
Where have u gone…

noONE stAYs wiD mEE...dnt kno Y ???

No one stays wid me, dnt kno Y…
Dey loved for me fr endless reasons,
But left me fr no reason, dnt kno Y…

No one stays wid me, dnt kno Y…
Dey promised to stay wid me,
But moved away as dey were nvr my…

No one stays wid me, dnt kno Y…
Dey made me learn to smile,
Now dey ask me just not to cry…

No one stays wid me, dnt kno Y…

no, pls don't GO..

No, pls dnt go..
Hiding pain deep inside,
Smiling as crying widout d tears in eyes..

No, pls dnt go…
Splitting..bt striving support hold me tight,
Feeling escaping dis world as no one is mine..

No, pls dnt go…
Believing our bond wil survive,
As praying to mk ma dead soul revive..

No, pls dnt go…
M resented, restless..
Losing d reason to live & smile,
As u leaving me behind..

No, pls dnt go…

fr a TrUe FrIenD..

U ma friend… I love u…
U make me smile as flowers blossom &
Bee gets happy…

U ma friend… I love u…
U stay wid me as shadow wid d mirror &
body nvr gets apart…

U ma friend… I love u…
U make me believe god exists &
Exists as u do.. or a friend lyk u…

U ma friend… I love u…
U make me rely as god listening &
U dere fr me alwz…

U ma friend… I love u…
U make me do wat I want..
Bcoz u care fr me as mum do..

U ma friend… I love u…

wHeRe i am StAnDinG..

Where I am standing…

Where I am standing…
Its all dark here, m scared..
Bcoz u nt dere, m getting lost as finding ways nowhere..

Where I am standing…
Its all fake here, m alone..
Bcoz u nt dere, m getting weakened as dying soul wid smiles everywhere..

Where I am standing…
Its all an illusion here, I am no more I am..
Bcoz u nt dere, m getting hatred as loving ma loved ones unconditionally more & more, here & dere..

Where I am standing…

noONE is arOUnD..

No one is around…
But ur memories mk me smile,
Smile as starz shine…

No one is around…
But ur touch mk me cum alive,
Alive as a soul survive…

No one is around…
but ur words mk me go miles…
Miles as where I lye…

No one is around…
But ur care is felt while..
While I am alive but
Living as death is life…

No one is around…

dedicated to MoM.. :)

Love u maa…
Ur prayers say to god just about me..

Love u maa…
Ur blessings follow as ma shadow wid me..

Love u maa…
Ur happiness is just a smile of me..

Love u maa…
God exists as ur concern/care fr me..

Love u maa…
Ur pain starts wid silence of me..

Love u maa…
U feel before I get to know wats going on wid me..

Love u maa…

NoTHiNg MaTTeRs..

NoTHing MaTTerS WEN U WID ME..

NoTHiNg MaTTers...Wen u walk along & talk fr long..

NoTHiNg MaTTers...Wen u hold ma hand & makes me feel dat v belong..

NoTHiNG MaTTers...wen u wid me & evrythng goes rite, NO WRONG..

NoTHinG MaTTers...wen i stand alone but u cum along..

NoTHing MaTTers...wen i think of u & i sing a song..

NoTHing MaTTers...wen i see u & smiles cum along..

NoTHinG MaTTers, wen u wid me...